Restart

A vase lies shattered upon the floor,
A failed test,my teachers scorn,
A good friend lost, a simple mistake,
Nothing ever good enough for those parents of mine,
Nothings ever perfect,
Afaird of tommorow, as i am of today
Annother error, i lose my way.

Four walls surround me as white as can be,
A bookcase stands, all the books are half read,
Maybe its time to move on once again,
My bed so cold, the sheets are red,
Red like the blood that runs through my veins.

A young girls cry echos through the night,
Can anyone hear me, do they understand?
The pain of loss, of being alone
Alone in the dark, I forget all but my name
My name just noises combined to form one sound
That sound is my name?

Alone i think of a way to escape,
My past so dark, my future so bleak,
I dream of my death, a glimer of hope
A chance to die, to be reborn,
A chance to restart
And to live once more,